CUTI + KERJA

As salam. Okay now mid term break. Mmg best sbb dpt cuti seminggu. :)
Perjalanan drpd Shah ALam ke BP mengmbil mas hampir 4 jam. So, aku naik bus on Friday 9am. (Xpenah2 aku naik bus pagi utk baik rumah) Aku pun gembira la jugak sbb balik awal, xde la aku smpai bp lambat sgt. Aku duduk dlm bus dgn keadaan yg xdapat nk baring sbb aku duduk kat ngn Pintu Kecemasa. So, xdapat nk baringkan seat. Grrr...~

Dlm bus tu, aku mmg xdpt nk tidur dgn tenangnya. Tp ade sesuatu yg menyentuh perasaan aku. Dlm bus tu ade students Kurang Upaya (Anak2 istimewa) Diorg ni bisu. TP diorg masih lagi berkomunikasi menggunakan isyarat tangan. Ntah la, aku rasa macam terharu bila tgk diorg berkomunikasi. Mmg aku xfaham apa yg mereka bualkan tp aku mmg sgt terharu n hati aku terusik tgk diorg. Manusia ni xsempurna sebenanya. Alangkan kita yg cukup sifat ni pun xbersyukur dgn apa yg kita ade. Kita ade suara, tp kite memaki2 & bercakap benda yg xberfaedah (aku pun salah seorang dlm golongan ni.. Uhuhu~) Alhamdulillah kite xditarik suara kita. Gunakanlah suara kite dgn bercakap bende2 yg berfaedah & MemujiNya selalu. InsyaAllah~

Okay, aku dah nak sampai BP, daddy called n said that he can`t fetch me at Bustand. He asked me to take bus utk balik ke rumah. So, it`s okay. Aku pun balik la dgn bus.. Agak lama xnaik bus tabung. Ramai la kot dlm bus.. Haiiyyooo~ Keadaan yg hujan membuatkan aku seronok & senang je utk melelapkan mata. Hahaha! =P Tp aku xde lah tidur takut kang dah kat bust stop aku xbangun. sedar2 kat AIr Hitam. hahahaha! =P

Sesampai je aku kat rumah. Boleh dikatakan aku jejak kan aje kaki kat rumah aku dpt msg from one of my friends. She texted me, "Aen, kau nk keje x?" Aku pun pelik. Cuti seminggu pun ade org nk bg kerja ke? Haaaiiiyyooo~ Aku tnye la beliau rupenye keje kat Carrefour as cashier utk 2 hari. (Sabtu & Ahad) Aku dibayar sehari RM50.. Waktu kerja from 3pm until 1am. Wahh. mmg gila mase dpt tahu.. Tp aku dah kata ok utk keje, so layankan jela.. First day, it was damn tiredddddd~ Serious tired.. Dah hampir 2tahun aku xkeje kat situ, tetibe kena keja, mak aaaiihhh~ mmg gile gak laa.. ALhamdulillah aku ingt lagi steps dia.. Ngee~ :) (Cashier yg berwibawa la katakan.. hahaha!) On Sunday, it was damn tension sebab biasalah, ade harga turun untuk C****berg. SO, ramai la bangsa `mereka` membeli itu.. Okay la., senang je.. But after 12am, harge tu naik mendadak. E`eh, aku kena marah dgn customer~ No manners betul. mana lah aku tahu harge tu naik.. Nobody told me bout that~ Grrrr...~ aku mmg geram gile la.. Elak aku bg penyepak je...Tgn aku mmg ringan je time tu.. Uhuh! Alhamdulillah Kak P*** tolong.. Kalu x, mmg aku dah ngamuk tinggalkan aje counter tu. hahahaha!

Pengajarannya aku mmg xnak keje lagi dah kat situ bila ade perayaan apa2.. Mmg sgt tension.. Org2 macam jakun ble shopping. Nk dpt harga murah la, ape la. org sgt ramai pulak tu. Lepas ni, biar aku meramaikan pulak org utk menjadi customer. Hahaha! mmg geram la.. Haaiii!!!

Alhamdulillah utk 2 hari tu aku keje walaupun dgn keadaan yg agak tension aku dpt la upahnye.. Ngee~ :) So, dgn duit RM 100 tu aku xnak menggunakan nye.. hahahah~ aku nk simpan (gile kedekut) =P hahaha!

So, till right here..
*Aku rasa this is the longest post la.. uhuhu!

WILL YOU HATE ME?

Smile in the two- way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like I wear a disguise
You can’t see my soul
See the life that I live
Show you the mask of the best I can give
I’ve hid here afraid like a child behind.
Truth of my thoughts that clutter my mind.
What if you knew about all that I do?
Things that I think,
The me that is true.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I’ve been looking for answers since becoming an adult
Not looking for dogma to live like a cult
I’ve been looking to live,
I’ve been living to find
Freedom from cages that limit my mind.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

Will I scare you, upset you, frustrate you, irate you?
Challenge a lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my efforts and my passionate sincerity
Would you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your mask so we can both be free.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

By Dawud Wharnsby Ali

Happy

When I see ur face~ Lalalalalala~ Cus ure amazing. Just the way u are... :)

Back to December

Tiba2 mcm seronok pulak bila dgr lagu ni.. Nak2 yg acoustic punye... So, layan~



I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to december
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to december, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to december, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to december all the time

duta peel fresh


white teeth

Bermula Untuk Semester Baru

As salam.. okeh I`m in Shah Alam right now, For this semester aka last semester utk pengajian.. byk benda yg hendak difikirkan.. terutamanya utk mendapat keputusan peperiksaan yg lebih baik drpda semester2 yg sebelum ni.. Sesungguhnya aku kena berusaha drpda sekarang.. (sangat awal.. esok baru start class yg pertama) xpela, angan2 itu penting.. mission kena la capai kan jugak.. Ittawakaltu A`llallah... (jgn tawakkal je.. usaha tu kena lebih) okay, apa2 oun akan aku usahakn jugak. xnak main2 lagi da. makin hari, makin tua.. n sepatutnye fikiran kena lebih matang.. dun play2.. :)
erm... sebelum tu aku sangat2 la sedih apabila mndngar berita smlm.. pelakon yg boleh dikatakan favourite ramai, meninggal dunia kerana sakit jantung.. Faizal Yusuf.. (xtahu betul ke x ejaan nama dia..) tp aku kenal nama dia Dani.. He was a good actor.. he was.. mmg natural cara dia berlakon.. sangat2 la xsangka dia pergi cepat.. muda lagi dia.. baru 33thun.. tp bak kata cikgu aku, usatza2, usatazah2, parents, ramai org, ajal maut di tangan Allah. bila2 masa je nawa manusia ditarik Malaikat Maut.. Innalillahiwa`innailaihi raji`un... semoga Arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan org2 yg beriman.. Aminn~
Conclusion, esok ade class pagi.. I have to get ready for tomorrow`s classes.. till right here. Will write later.. :)