Haha~ It`s about 1++ am..

Suddenly, teringat kt salah satu band yg aku sgt minati mase sekolah dulu.. MCR!!! Uhuhu~ Ni sbb ade org influenced me to hear all the MCR`s songs.. (u know ure the one who taught me to listen all mcr`s songs) I just can`t forget bout u eventho u really don`t even care about me. But still I know u`re still depending on me. Haha~ (berangan)

So, all of mcr`s songs sgt best.. Dan aku mmg sgt sukaaaa!! Walaupun certain people cnt accept it because of the genre n muzik nye.. But for me, its quite okay utk mnghilangkan tension dgn mndengar lagu2 yg agak gila. Haha! But still I love Gerrard`s voice.. Unique.. (undiniable) xthu la ejaan tu btul ke x.. mls nk tgk kamus.. kih3..Haa.. because of someone yg da influenced aku dulu utk dgr lagu2 ni, so, I`ve bought all the 3albums.. Plus ade 1 album yg macam campur2.. So, mmg xkedengaran kat radio.. Tp still best! I`ve been memorized all the lyrics.. But now, da agak lupa sbb lama da xdgr.. Ngee~ :)

Lagu2 MCR ni best ni nk dengar masa tgh feel mmg agak lonely n thinking of someone or maybe thinking bout future.. some of the words are harsh and not good utk dijadikan example utk dak2 kecik.. kih3.. Mse dulu2 dgr lagu2 ni,, de la gak kena marah dgn beberapa org ttg lagu2 dia n perwatakan MCR mmbers.. But I didn`t took it seriously.. Sebab I can think bout what`s good n what`s bad.. uhuhu! Rilek jela.. Mostly lagu2 dia agak emo cuma yg mmbuatkan dia xnmpak emo or jiwang, muzik dia jeee! Ngee~ Ape2 pun aku salute kat MCR... <3>

*picture kat atas tu, sorry laa. Amik secara haram.. Ngee!

Penat

As salam..
Ya Allah sakit mcm makin mnjadi2 je.. Nk baik demam tp mcm lum ade chances lg laa. uhuh~ flu da agak teruk. Batuk pun xling lg. Tp dlm keadaan yg xbrape sihat ni, leh plak td g mandi manda kat bekok dgn fmly. AHahah~ Siap main terjun2 lagi.. Best yg amat.. Pastu skrg ni da mcm org ape tah.. Srrrooot sreeettt srooot sreeettt je.. Ahahahah~
Moga2 aku cepat la sihat.. uhuh~ xtertahan rasanye.. uhuhU~

Rest In Pieces~

Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
You look so beautiful tonight
Reminds me how you laid us down
And gently smiled before you destroyed my life

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Pieces


Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I'm in your reach
You held me in your hands

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces

Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces


Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
Would you find it in your heart
To make this go away
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
to make this go away
And let me rest in pieces
would you find it in your heart
and let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

would you find it in your heart
would you let me rest in pieces

*By Saliva

Ya Allah...

Seriously, I`m damn zero.. I lost... I`m trying to search something that can fill myself.. Ya Allah, is there something that I missed? I don`t know.. Maybe sbb buku 5thun 5bulan tu mmbuatkan aku lg takut utk berada dlm `dunia` tu.. Oh God.. I really don`t know what to do...

Yum2...

As salam...

Wahhh.. bau harum semerbak bau cake choc mmg sgt mnusuk ke kalbu... Ya Allah, seronoknyeeee~ :)
Tp yg pastinye bukan la aku yg buat bnde alah ni... Ni hasil tgn akak aku.. uhuhu~ Ksian kat dia, xdpt mkn cake.. Dia da balik JB... Sesungguhnya, aku mmg nk tunggu kat bustop nk bg cake kat dia. Tp malangnya, xdapek la sbb cake belum ckup masak lg.. (Sorry ye kaklong) Erm... Sedapnyeeee~ Jap lagi nk mnikmati cake.. :)

p/s : Sesungguhnya, aku mmg lum reti lg macam mana nk adjust gmbar ni haaa.. Ahahaha~ nnt2 la aku buat yg lg baik.. kih3.. Ni la cake yg dicakapkan.. Ngeee~ :)

Tamat exam=tamat sem4

..As Salam....
14 nov 2010 (5.15ptang) hbis la exam aku utk sem4.. agak seronok sebab I can make it thru sem4.. Mnunggu result tu, agak takut.. Uhuhu~ Dala asek memain je sem4. Xthu la apa jd.. Mudah2an, dapat la result yg agak memberansangkan.. InsyaAllah... erm... tp yg xbest nye mase nk berpisah dgn kwn2.. uhuhu~ mmg le luaran nmpak macam macho.. Xde muka sedih pon.. (dlm hati, gila vavi laaa.. sedihnyeee) uhuhU~ xpela, abaikan jeee..

Ok tiket bus 15 nov 2010 pukul 3pm.. lek2 je kat bilik. dgn roomate.. (echa) uhuhu~ Xpelaa.. erm... mse nk g sec17, ayep secara tiba2 xdpt nk anta g sane.. ape ley buattt? uhuhu~ Pastu terngt la ade sorg kawan aku.. nama dia AS (bukan Amerika Syarikat) kih3.. mntak la tlg diaaa.. Nak crita pasal dia ni.. sedih laaaa... Next sem xdpt jumpa dia lg... Kena g*****g satu sem.. sedih sgt2.. Masa nk naik bus tu, mcm nk nangis pon ade.. Tp terpaksa la berlagak cool.. So, xde la nangisss.. Ehehe~ Next sem xde a penyeri class kitorg... Sedihnyeeeee~ (walaupun mulut dia kadang2 agak membengangkan certain org, tp aku xpenah nk amik ati pon dgn kata2 diaaa..) Rilek je kan aku? Kih3.. xpela..

Da dlm bus, aku msg la dgn kwn aku yg sorg lg ni.. Tny dia btul ke AS kne hukum mcm tu? Dia pon cakap, a`ah... dia kata jgn sedih laa.. dia bknnye mati pon.. xmati pon, still kawan maaa.. Sedihhhh~ :(

Sepnjang dlm bus,, badan mmg sakit gileeeerrrr... Kerusi xleh baringkan.. Tegak je aku duduk... Tekanan akuuuu~ Uhuhu~ 3jam setengah aku duk tegak je.. ALhamdulillah selamat smpai.. Tp kat highway tu, ade accident.. dua plak tu. dua2 pon treler.. Satu macam tersasar drpd lane.. so, trus senget kat tepi.. uhuhu~ lagi 1, langgar signboard.. Astghfirullah .. tkutttt.... Kat area Melaka. Tp aku xsure kat mana the actual place nyeee uhuu~

Its ok laaa.. Jnji aku selamat naik bus tu.. walaupon bus tu agak buruk.. huhu~ Will write later..

:)

*sempena cuti sem ni, jagala diri elok2.. moga2 sihat2 selalu.. aminn~ :)

Sekadar Beringattt~

As salam...
Ermm... tiba2 terfikir sesuatu.. erm.. ni sume sbb kemajuan tknologi terkini.. all the social sites yg ade skrg ni, bknnye bnde yg boleh dibuat main.. ptutnye dgn kemajuan ni, kita gunakan sebagai sesuatu yg bermanfaat & mostly yg buat account at certain social sites nk mncari kwn2 lama especially... kan? tp mnusia ni mnyalahgunakan tknologi yg ada.. Direct jela,, mostly Malay laa.. Aduiihh.. kadang2 xfaham kenapa la dorg nk mnjatuhkan sesama sndiri.. Upload gmbar2 yg boleh mngaibkan seseorg dgn niat nk mnjtuh kn seseorg tu.. Jgn cari pasalll.. Kang ade yg mngamuk.. kan syaitan da merasukkk.. bahayaaa.. Ni la mission syaitan.. nk menaikkan kemarahan manusia.. berpecah belah antara manusia.. Macamana? Mmg sakit tgk dorg mcm ni.. Hati aku pon sakittt.. Xkira la kawan2 ke, saudara-mara ke, dan paling menyedihkan, adik-beradik sendiri.. Ya Allah.. aku xsanggup nk hadapinyeee... Sakit weehhh.. Aku harap la kat org2 yg mcm ni, better jgn buat la account kat certain social sitesss~ Xbgus utk diri sndri dan juge org lain.. okeh? renung2kan laaa~ ^_^

u that i need the most nowww~

I`ve been lonely lately.. My mind is zero.. But then I think bout u.. Ure the one that I ned the most when I`m upset, sad, damn blurr... grrr.. I wish ure here beside me.. Make me happy.. I miss ur smile.. Miss everything bout u.. Hey.. bila la nk jmpa lg?? Mcm susah je nk jmpa lg.. U pn da mcm biskut.. Kejap ade, kejap xde.. apa ley buaaattt? Erghh..

* will try to c u on semester break.. Ngee~ :)

erm... xde idea nk ltak title apaaa~

For a long2 time i havent touch this blog.. because I dont know how to use this blog wisely.. Kih3.. Xpela, I`m trying to type whtever I want here.. uhuhu~

Here we go...
Feel a bit sad.. ahaha~ Da lama xnangis sbb kwn.. bukan la aku ngungkit nk tlg kwn2. xde terfikir pon mcm tu. ntah laaaa.. aku pon xthu macamane tetiba je mngalir air mata.. (nasib baik irene xtgk aku time aku nangisss) ahahah~ Ntah laaa.. tetiba terasa je.. (Nk ujung2 ni sensitif plakk) uuhu~ apa ley buaatt? Apa2 pon kwn aku ckp, anggap, aku xamik kesah pon.. Xkesah la dia ikhlas ke, xikhlas ke, nk mnggunakan aku je ke, xkesahh.. sbb aku ikhlas.. cume nk meluahkan je.. xsangke plak ade yg terasa dgn apa yg aku ckp kan.. bukannya apa.. isshh.. susah plak nk explain kat sini.. kalau leh, xnk la gaduh2 or putus kawan. xbest okeh? uhuhu~ Sorry la kepada sesiapa yg terasa dgn aku... Aku mungkin agak kasar (utk ciri2 seorg perempuan laaa) tp I`m trying to be nice one.. Okeh? just give me chance.. uhuhu~ I`ve been a good person actually (kih2 yeke?) btul la sebenarnyeee.. xkesah je pun.. (ape ni? ) uhuhu~ But I know, I`m not perfect.. Manusia xpenah brubah. agak2 pd kita da ok, org lain plak xok.. ermm.. xpelaaa.. redha aje.. janji ikhlas dlm melakukan sesuatu perkara.. Ermm.. sebak masih terasa lg.. ermm.. apa nk buat? nk study, lum ade mood.. (smpai bila pon xde mood) da la last paper.. So, tahap kemalasan agak tinggi.. Nk2 fikir balik jeee~ Isshhh.. Xpela.. sbr mnempuhi segalanyaa.. Allah pasti tlg aku.. Aminn~~

*Sorry kpd sesiapa yg mcm terasa dgn aku.. Mungkin aku xbaik. Tp apa2 pon. without kawan2, I cant go anywhere.. uhuhu~ Thanksss~ ^_^