AUBURN

Auburn. For me, her name is not that popular.. But then one of my friends suggested me to hear her song. Perfect Two.. Waaahhh.. damn sweet lyrics dia.. Seriously.. So Sweeeettttt~ :)
Kalau la lagu tu di translate kan kepada BM mungkin agak jdi cacat n agak jiwang~ Serius... But when it comes to English, semua lagu tu pun jadi xjiwang~. hahaha! (Malay punye pemikiran.. Kih3 ) So, apa2 pun kenala layan lagu Auburn.. Especially PERFECT TWO~ Bessstttt!

MIRMO ZIBANG.

Bila tgk tajuk ni rasa nk gelak, cus one of my friends said thatmy face is look alike Mirmo Zibang.. Haiiyyooo~ Serupa ke? Aku rasa mcm x je. Tp this cartoon is quite cute.. So, that`s mean I am cute. Haha! Thanks ye Nina kerana menyamakan aku dgn Mirmo Zibang. Aku thu dia xmampu nk ckp dgn begitu seronok skali yg aku ni semmgnya cute. Tp diasamakan aku dgn Mirmo Zibang.. Thanks for the compliment. :]


Ini lah Mirmo Zibang yg diperkatakan tu.. Uhuhu~ Cute kan?

PERPINDAHAN~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM~
:)

Okay, perpindahan abib n baba ke JB semula mungkin adelah satu keputusan yg baik. Ngee~ dekat sikit kalau nk ke JB rather than kat Tangkak.. Mereka berpatah balik semula ke Tmn Perbadanan Islam. Rumah yg dah ditinggalkan hampir 11 tahun jugak. Setelah di renovate, rumah namapkalah jugak cantik. I mean interior nya shj. Uhuhu~ Okay, sepanjang mengangkat barang, mmg aku xde.. Ni gara2 kereta buat hal..

Nk dijadikan cerita.. (xpyh buat crite sbb crite ni cerita benar) On 3rd Feb 2011 we (fmily) gi ke JB menggunakan 2kereta iaitu Mazda n Proton. So, kitorg yg dah besar ni berpecah la dgn mummy n daddy. Ofcos kitorg menggunakan Mazda.. On the way tu, kat Sri Gading.. Kaklong yg drive.. Tgh laju ni.. 120km/h punye lajunye.. Suddenly I heard something yg xkena.. I asked kaklong to benti kat tepi utk tgk apa2 yg patut. Belum sempat berhenti betul2, enjin kereta mati.. Mak aihh~ panic la kitorg bertiga (kaklong, me & aliah).. Kaklong tried to start balik kete, but xboleh~ Lg2 la panic.. Haiiyyooo~ We called daddy n daddy kena la dtg kat tempat kitorg. Nak xnk, kenala tolak kereta.. We have to turn back ke rumah.. Perghh2.. daddy kata kitorg xpayah g.. But we decided nk g gak.. but by bus~

Tinggal la eque n bird g ikut daddy n mummy.. dorg confirm2 la smpai JB awal.. Mereka la kena tlg yg lain2 kat rumah tu. kesian la plak kat dorg. uhuhu~ Kitorg bertiga ni berangkat la ke bustand Around 2pm kitorg kat sna.. Konon2 dpt la ticket secepat yg mungkin.. But atlast kitorg dpt puku 4pm punye ticket~ Xpela, kitorg membuang masa jela kat sana.. Sempat la gak g karok kat tempat yg panas n buruk.. grrr~ boleh plak dia xon kipas.. bengong~ da nyanyi2 lapar plak. kitorg lepak kat Marrybrown... Waahhh.. teruja gile sebab tempat duduk dia buai n paling best ade music box kot.. ntah la.. xtahu apa nama dia.. satu lagu 50sen. Haha! lagi berbaloi dgr lagu kat situ.. kitorg pilih lagu ala2 jiwang gitu. haha! Tp adelah beberapa org yg suka lagu yg kitorg plih.. :) Haa~ kat sini credited to kaklong sbb dah belanja mkn kat sana.. TQ2~ ^__^

At 4pm pon kitorg naik la bus ke JB.. Wahh terasa sgt lambat la plak. Rasa mcm dah 2jam lebih duduk dlm bus.. Tp we reached there at 5.45pm.. Awal kan? Ngee~ :) Kitorg menunggu la gerangan siapakah yg akan mengmbil kitorg about 15minutes-20minutes gak la..Rupenye ABoy yg lambat sampai..Haiiyyooo~ Xpelah.. spanjang penungguan aboy ke Larkin, aku dah contact Azirah Azmi aka Cable utk berjumpa.. Haha! Alhamdulillah dia ade kat JB, Kalau dia kat Kota mau xdapat la kitorg berjumpa.. SO, sesampai je kat rumah, aku xmampu nk berbuat apa, aku ckp kat mummy nk kuar jap nk jumpa mmber.. Kih3.. N then, Mama pun terdengar percakapan aku, dia mntak tlg beli Minyak Cap Kapak.. Uhuhu~ Mummy pun ape lagi, menambah la brg2 yg lain utk dimasak mlm kang~ So, adela jugak sebab aku kuar kan? Hahaha~ AKu pun kuar la n Azirah told me it`s much better kalau jumpa kat Giant South CIty. Aku pun berbelanja kat sana yg ditemani oleh Eque, Aliah n Cable. Waahh.. rindu betul kat Cable ni haaa~ :) Dia makin kurus. Serious~ ^__^

On the next day kitorg pun balik la ke rumah. But menggunakan kete ery (kaklong`s fiancee) so,alhamdulillah. Mummy, daddy n bird balik tghari tu gak. tp kitorg balik da nak maghrib.. haha! whatever it is, experience.. ngee~ after this hari raya balik JB. dah xbalik Tangkak da.. Uhuhu~ :(


Cable yg dah kurus.. & still cantik~ :)

YOU CAN GET LOST FROM MY LIFE~

NOW, I have the guts to say goodbye to you.. You can always be what you wanna be.. & I won`t stop you anymore. & I will try to forget about you.. Seriously,.. Just don`t come to me when you`re in trouble. Ya ALLAH, please give me strength to stop all these `merepek` things.. I HAVE TO DO THIS, YA ALLAH.. I know I can make it okay.. Temukanlah aku sahabat & jodoh yg baik hingga ke akhir hayat ku, Ya ALLAH..

CUTI + KERJA

As salam. Okay now mid term break. Mmg best sbb dpt cuti seminggu. :)
Perjalanan drpd Shah ALam ke BP mengmbil mas hampir 4 jam. So, aku naik bus on Friday 9am. (Xpenah2 aku naik bus pagi utk baik rumah) Aku pun gembira la jugak sbb balik awal, xde la aku smpai bp lambat sgt. Aku duduk dlm bus dgn keadaan yg xdapat nk baring sbb aku duduk kat ngn Pintu Kecemasa. So, xdapat nk baringkan seat. Grrr...~

Dlm bus tu, aku mmg xdpt nk tidur dgn tenangnya. Tp ade sesuatu yg menyentuh perasaan aku. Dlm bus tu ade students Kurang Upaya (Anak2 istimewa) Diorg ni bisu. TP diorg masih lagi berkomunikasi menggunakan isyarat tangan. Ntah la, aku rasa macam terharu bila tgk diorg berkomunikasi. Mmg aku xfaham apa yg mereka bualkan tp aku mmg sgt terharu n hati aku terusik tgk diorg. Manusia ni xsempurna sebenanya. Alangkan kita yg cukup sifat ni pun xbersyukur dgn apa yg kita ade. Kita ade suara, tp kite memaki2 & bercakap benda yg xberfaedah (aku pun salah seorang dlm golongan ni.. Uhuhu~) Alhamdulillah kite xditarik suara kita. Gunakanlah suara kite dgn bercakap bende2 yg berfaedah & MemujiNya selalu. InsyaAllah~

Okay, aku dah nak sampai BP, daddy called n said that he can`t fetch me at Bustand. He asked me to take bus utk balik ke rumah. So, it`s okay. Aku pun balik la dgn bus.. Agak lama xnaik bus tabung. Ramai la kot dlm bus.. Haiiyyooo~ Keadaan yg hujan membuatkan aku seronok & senang je utk melelapkan mata. Hahaha! =P Tp aku xde lah tidur takut kang dah kat bust stop aku xbangun. sedar2 kat AIr Hitam. hahahaha! =P

Sesampai je aku kat rumah. Boleh dikatakan aku jejak kan aje kaki kat rumah aku dpt msg from one of my friends. She texted me, "Aen, kau nk keje x?" Aku pun pelik. Cuti seminggu pun ade org nk bg kerja ke? Haaaiiiyyooo~ Aku tnye la beliau rupenye keje kat Carrefour as cashier utk 2 hari. (Sabtu & Ahad) Aku dibayar sehari RM50.. Waktu kerja from 3pm until 1am. Wahh. mmg gila mase dpt tahu.. Tp aku dah kata ok utk keje, so layankan jela.. First day, it was damn tiredddddd~ Serious tired.. Dah hampir 2tahun aku xkeje kat situ, tetibe kena keja, mak aaaiihhh~ mmg gile gak laa.. ALhamdulillah aku ingt lagi steps dia.. Ngee~ :) (Cashier yg berwibawa la katakan.. hahaha!) On Sunday, it was damn tension sebab biasalah, ade harga turun untuk C****berg. SO, ramai la bangsa `mereka` membeli itu.. Okay la., senang je.. But after 12am, harge tu naik mendadak. E`eh, aku kena marah dgn customer~ No manners betul. mana lah aku tahu harge tu naik.. Nobody told me bout that~ Grrrr...~ aku mmg geram gile la.. Elak aku bg penyepak je...Tgn aku mmg ringan je time tu.. Uhuh! Alhamdulillah Kak P*** tolong.. Kalu x, mmg aku dah ngamuk tinggalkan aje counter tu. hahahaha!

Pengajarannya aku mmg xnak keje lagi dah kat situ bila ade perayaan apa2.. Mmg sgt tension.. Org2 macam jakun ble shopping. Nk dpt harga murah la, ape la. org sgt ramai pulak tu. Lepas ni, biar aku meramaikan pulak org utk menjadi customer. Hahaha! mmg geram la.. Haaiii!!!

Alhamdulillah utk 2 hari tu aku keje walaupun dgn keadaan yg agak tension aku dpt la upahnye.. Ngee~ :) So, dgn duit RM 100 tu aku xnak menggunakan nye.. hahahah~ aku nk simpan (gile kedekut) =P hahaha!

So, till right here..
*Aku rasa this is the longest post la.. uhuhu!

WILL YOU HATE ME?

Smile in the two- way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like I wear a disguise
You can’t see my soul
See the life that I live
Show you the mask of the best I can give
I’ve hid here afraid like a child behind.
Truth of my thoughts that clutter my mind.
What if you knew about all that I do?
Things that I think,
The me that is true.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I’ve been looking for answers since becoming an adult
Not looking for dogma to live like a cult
I’ve been looking to live,
I’ve been living to find
Freedom from cages that limit my mind.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

Will I scare you, upset you, frustrate you, irate you?
Challenge a lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my efforts and my passionate sincerity
Would you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your mask so we can both be free.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I’ve tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

By Dawud Wharnsby Ali

Happy

When I see ur face~ Lalalalalala~ Cus ure amazing. Just the way u are... :)